It’s Thanksgiving Day. And today, I am full of thanks. I remember reading once that it’s easy to be grateful when things are going well, but the trick is to be grateful when they’re not. Fortunately or unfortunately, as the case may be, this is an easy year to be grateful. I count my blessings as we make our way from Chattanooga to the Smokies, where we will spend the long weekend.
We arrive at the lodge right around 1PM. The Thanksgiving buffet has just started. We get checked in, drop a few things off in our room, and then head to the dining room. We walk down the buffet table checking out each dish, trying to decide what to leave room for and what to skip. The inn keeper tells us there’s a menu printed on the table that lists all the dishes. I laugh and tell him that would be great if I’d brought my reading glasses. He laughs and we continue to peek at the food. In the end, the preview was a wasted effort on my part. The only dish I skip is the salad. I take at least a small spoonful of everything else. I will try it all and be grateful for the chance to try something new.
At least, that was my intention. My swelling gratitude trips a little when I take a mouthful of whipped sweet potatoes and discover pieces of celery hiding in the mix. A personal favorite complicated by an unexpected flavor. I have to pause and figure out what I’m eating. When I realize there is celery in my potatoes, I am both shocked and relieved. After all, celery is edible and I like it, but it is a surprising ingredient in sweet potatoes. I return to gratitude and enjoy selecting the next bite of food.
In the background, a large family eating their Thanksgiving dinner together joins hands and one of the men at the table says a long and loud prayer. I suddenly feel like an eavesdropper overhearing a private conversation. It somehow feels wrong to me to hear this family sharing their form of gratitude.
My own sense of gratitude is a bit strained. I refocus on the food, which is wonderful if different. I think about the fact that I didn’t have to cook, we didn’t have to drive very far, we have a comfortable place to stay, and, best of all, we’re in the middle of the Smokies with a spectacular view. If we had family or friends with us now, that would be the only thing that would make it more perfect. But part of me feels like we’re missing the most important thing. Then, I decide that instead of missing them, I will think of each of them. I hold each family member and each friend in my mind for a moment, feeling gratitude for their presence in my life. It’s a centering experience, reminding me of what’s important to me and how much I have to be grateful for.
When we finish eating, we go outside to take in the view. We take a slow stroll in our city clothes along a short path to the Sunrise Viewpoint. We pause to sit in a porch swing hung along the way. We sit and talk over a leaf blower, a workman approaches, clearing all the leaves off the path. He turns off the blower when he sees us, but we tell him to go ahead and finish his work. He removes the leaves from the entire length of this short trail. Given that this is a dirt path through the woods, I’m a little surprised that they blow the leaves off of it. I am wearing my favorite new boots and would prefer that they didn’t since the leaves would prevent my boots from getting muddy. When we continue our walk, I step carefully, trying not to let my boots sink into the dirt. I am reminded of someone recently commenting that they had a hard time imagining me roughing it. This comment surprised me at the time, but as I imagine what I look like in my urban clothes gingerly stepping around the mud, I think to myself, “Oh what a difference a change of clothes can make!”
At the sunset point, there is a deck with adirondak chairs to sit and watch the sun come up. There’s a lovely view of the lake and mountains below. Even better, there’s a bell hanging from a post with a mallet to strike it with. When I give the bell a tap, it rings out with a sound that makes you think, “Ahhh.” If peace were a sound, this is what it would sound like. It rings on and on in a growing sort of sigh. I am amazed at how long it continues from one gentle tap.
We sit for a bit, but then head the opposite direction towards the sunset point. The view is less open from the sunset point and I want to get back to the lodge so I can capture some of the end of sunset, so we hurry back, me still trying to keep my boots from getting muddy. After shooting, we find a spot to sit and relax where there is still some sunlight that keeps us warm. As we sit and absorb the last rays of light, a group gathers on a deck above and starts singing hymns. Unfortunately, while some individuals seem to have good voices, as a group, they are painful to listen to. We decide to head inside. We enter the warm lobby and, after dropping off my camera, head to the bar. With a glass of wine, we sit in front of the fire and relax until it’s time for dinner.
As we sit and unwind, I think again of friends and family and how much fun it would be to have them all here now. Well, maybe not all at once. I have the overwhelming urge to tell them all I love them. I end up posting on Facebook instead. I’m sure there’s an expression for posting on Facebook when you are overly emotional and possibly a little tipsy.
After sandwiches and dessert, we retire to our room and decide we might as well go to bed. It’s been an amazingly relaxing day. In fact, I can’t recall having ever had such a low stress day. Another thing to be grateful for.
But I lay in bed awake, feeling a little guilty for having this day. I decide to call my parents, but discover I have no phone signal. Since the lodge does have WiFi, I send them an email instead. It’s still early enough where they are that they are probably just now eating Thanksgiving dinner anyway. Pat sends his mom an email while I write to my dad. I feel a little better now that we’ve at least made some contact. Then I check my Facebook page and feel like I’ve stayed in touch with my friends all day. i decide Facebook is another thing to be grateful for. Then, I set aside my mobile devices, roll over, and do my best to fall asleep, feeling grateful for a warm bed.
Enjoyed reading about your relaxing and thanksgiving Holiday, Love Renate